Loneliness

The empty space in my heart

constantly reminds me that

I am alone,

I am in a desire to meet people

who are unknown..

I m blocking out the memories

in my head,

Making me feel as if

I am dead...

So tough to explain,

Ur voices in my mind are

driving me insane....

This is complicated,

I am frustrated,

I feel like my soul has been violated,

Sometimes I myself think that its impossible to feel so isolated..

I can't remember when I smiled the last time,

I am drowning my sorrows in 

Vodka, Beer and Wine...

Yes I am a little confused,

Feeling battered and abused,

My heart has been misused,

And I have been accused of using others,

When I am the one being used!!!!