First crush

Still vivid and fresh the days,

It seems just like yesterday....

The first time I saw you

my heart skipped a beat,

I knew straight away we were

destined to meet..

I went weak in the eyes

and my stomach went tight,

I felt in that moment that

this has got to be right...

It was a surprise,

to see myself arise..

He had a smile,

that would take me up a mile..

He had a voice,

that left for me no choice...

There was a voice inside my head

which reminded me who to like 

and who to hate,

But when it came to him...

there was never a debate!!!

Now the time has gone by

through laughter and tears,

Those days I shall cherish for 

years and years....

Those memories we have made

shall fade,

For those are the steps

 we ever made!!!

My Haters

People look at me and 

laugh at me every moment,

These days my friends have become

my opponents...

They hate me for no reason,

And talk about me every season..

What for?? I don't know...

But I am just sitting relaxed

and letting it go!!

So to all my haters...

If you want to hate,

Do not hesitate..

I am in no intention to please

anyone,

Coz I have my parents who are

my all-in-one..

Love me or hate me,

I am not gonna change myself

for any he or she!!!

A Step! Forward or Backward...

They vanish and then they again

appear,

And always say that they care..

Keeping them as priority

was my fault,

Our arguments continued

without a halt...

Should I move on??

Or, should I hold on??

Screwed up between this battle

of heart and mind,

Somewhere I became literally

blind...

Taking a step forward 

will ruin the FRIENDSHIP,

and

Taking a step backward

will ruin the RELATIONSHIP!!!

Loneliness

The empty space in my heart

constantly reminds me that

I am alone,

I am in a desire to meet people

who are unknown..

I m blocking out the memories

in my head,

Making me feel as if

I am dead...

So tough to explain,

Ur voices in my mind are

driving me insane....

This is complicated,

I am frustrated,

I feel like my soul has been violated,

Sometimes I myself think that its impossible to feel so isolated..

I can't remember when I smiled the last time,

I am drowning my sorrows in 

Vodka, Beer and Wine...

Yes I am a little confused,

Feeling battered and abused,

My heart has been misused,

And I have been accused of using others,

When I am the one being used!!!!

Those Days

I miss those days,

Those every sip of coffee with you..

I just sit aside and smile,

As I look back at those days

spent with you....

I miss our bonding,

Which seemed to be never ending..

But with the passage of time,

It just became a mere rhyme...

I don't know where and how you are,

So close to my heart, but yet so far..

I really miss those lovely days,

And will cherish them as always!!!

Togetherness

She said,

Don't get too close!!

Its dark inside,

Where a heartless bitch hide....

He answered, 

                             Get too close!!

                              Its fire inside,

            Where only a heartless bitch can reside......

You r Beautiful

I want to capture your Beauty in a jar

and hold it so close to me....

Will lock it up so tight in my heart

which cannot be even opened through a key...

Your honest heart embraces me,

In your arms is the place I long to be...

With a perfect soul, a perfect girl,

The most Beautiful one in all the world!!!

Sparkle 4

United by Mission,

Divided by Religion,

Their relationship was

ruled by others Decision...

Feeling of hatred arouses 

after this Vision....

Hats off this so called

SUPERSTITION!!!

Is this our 

GENERATION???

Sparkle 3

When the feelings

are mutual

Then why not the efforts

are equal

Sparkle2: unsaid emotions

Sparkle2: unsaid emotions: But in her smile she hides everything, Each time I ask her the reason, She says nothing..... ...