Love Yourself

Not every single person is craving for relationship,
Not every heart wants to beat for someone else,
Not every breathe is taken for someone else,
Not every gift is meant for someone else,
Not every drop of tear is shedded for someone else...

A few words of wisdom to my younger self,
To find myself, me and no one else..
Don't put up with less than you DESERVE,
Unless and until you found one,
Keep yourself a RESERVE!!!

To Love is to Live

A millions star in the  sky,
The only one that shines so brighter
that I can't deny..
Yes you, the one who has taken away my sleep,
Feelings inside are whirling so deep and deep..
You're the rhymings of my poetry,
You're the reason behind the curvature of my smile,
Which can't be measured through geometry..
Being yours is the only thing I want to be,
Not he nor she, I just want to be called as we!!!

Last breath

The day is here, my time has come,
I feel myself growing numb...
I see my words being unheard,
My vision getting blurred..
I see myself getting close to peace,
My eternal body is going to cease..
That day was my last sunset and my last sunrise,
As after that I eternally closed my eyes..
I could hear someone calling- Its my time,
And that's why I scribbled my thoughts in the form of a rhyme...
I breathed in deep as it was the last breath i breathe,
And my body is down beneath!!!

Something happened,
Everything blackened..
The things changed its way,
And there is nothing left to say...

You are not the same anymore,
As you were before..
There was a time when u looked at me with pride,
But now it seems that everything has defied...

As I write this, memories flood me,,
They remind of all what we used to be..
The only thing I regret is that I failed with the best,
As my strength and endurance was put to the test!!!

Hold my hand,
And let all my fortunes understand..
Strengthen it with your fist,
At the end of my wrist!!!

Take me to the world of strangers
where noone knows me,

Coz here I am tired of being cursed 

for being a divorcee!!!!

Escape me out from here,
So that my scars and curse would disappear,
Make me a part of yours,

As long as the blood endures!!!!

Perfect in Imperfections

I never understood the logic behind 

this conception,

Why do people always demand for

PERFECTION??? 

People are judged through 

their complexion..

As I mention, people are 

rejected

 bcoz of their imperfections... 

Are u people really so flawless?? 

People are so fake,

Everyone is going in the

same direction,

Everyone seeks attention, 

Everyone demands PERFECTION,

Though they themselves are

full of IMPERFECTIONS!!!

Love apart

Stronger than before

So many words and tears

have been wasted on you..

You the man, that probably has

forgotten my face by now,

So many hours of self pity & 

hatred have I felt coz of you..

You the man, who shaped me 

into who I am right now!!

This is the moment I realized,

I am much stronger than 

before...

Yes, now the things are changed

And...

I am not that way anymore!!!

I Can Feel Her Pain

I wish I could take back

 her pain away

 and wrap it up so tight,

And cast it so far away from her,

As the day is from the night....

I wish I could snatch away 

her sufferings

And make those a part of me,

Several questions whirl

 around my mind,

As I look back at her and see...

I wish I could take up her life

And hide it deep inside me,

Bcoz what her mouth can't say,

In her eyes I see...

But in her smile she hides 

everything..

Each time I ask her the reason,

She says nothing!!!

I know the cause of her sufferings

she will never reveal,

And I am tired of asking her...

"How do you feel???"

........

HE & I

When words run dry,

                   He does not try,

        Nor do I...

We are on par....

He just iz,

             I just am..

                            And we just are!!!!

First crush

Still vivid and fresh the days,

It seems just like yesterday....

The first time I saw you

my heart skipped a beat,

I knew straight away we were

destined to meet..

I went weak in the eyes

and my stomach went tight,

I felt in that moment that

this has got to be right...

It was a surprise,

to see myself arise..

He had a smile,

that would take me up a mile..

He had a voice,

that left for me no choice...

There was a voice inside my head

which reminded me who to like 

and who to hate,

But when it came to him...

there was never a debate!!!

Now the time has gone by

through laughter and tears,

Those days I shall cherish for 

years and years....

Those memories we have made

shall fade,

For those are the steps

 we ever made!!!

My Haters

People look at me and 

laugh at me every moment,

These days my friends have become

my opponents...

They hate me for no reason,

And talk about me every season..

What for?? I don't know...

But I am just sitting relaxed

and letting it go!!

So to all my haters...

If you want to hate,

Do not hesitate..

I am in no intention to please

anyone,

Coz I have my parents who are

my all-in-one..

Love me or hate me,

I am not gonna change myself

for any he or she!!!

A Step! Forward or Backward...

They vanish and then they again

appear,

And always say that they care..

Keeping them as priority

was my fault,

Our arguments continued

without a halt...

Should I move on??

Or, should I hold on??

Screwed up between this battle

of heart and mind,

Somewhere I became literally

blind...

Taking a step forward 

will ruin the FRIENDSHIP,

and

Taking a step backward

will ruin the RELATIONSHIP!!!

Loneliness

The empty space in my heart

constantly reminds me that

I am alone,

I am in a desire to meet people

who are unknown..

I m blocking out the memories

in my head,

Making me feel as if

I am dead...

So tough to explain,

Ur voices in my mind are

driving me insane....

This is complicated,

I am frustrated,

I feel like my soul has been violated,

Sometimes I myself think that its impossible to feel so isolated..

I can't remember when I smiled the last time,

I am drowning my sorrows in 

Vodka, Beer and Wine...

Yes I am a little confused,

Feeling battered and abused,

My heart has been misused,

And I have been accused of using others,

When I am the one being used!!!!

Those Days

I miss those days,

Those every sip of coffee with you..

I just sit aside and smile,

As I look back at those days

spent with you....

I miss our bonding,

Which seemed to be never ending..

But with the passage of time,

It just became a mere rhyme...

I don't know where and how you are,

So close to my heart, but yet so far..

I really miss those lovely days,

And will cherish them as always!!!

Togetherness

She said,

Don't get too close!!

Its dark inside,

Where a heartless bitch hide....

He answered, 

                             Get too close!!

                              Its fire inside,

            Where only a heartless bitch can reside......

You r Beautiful

I want to capture your Beauty in a jar

and hold it so close to me....

Will lock it up so tight in my heart

which cannot be even opened through a key...

Your honest heart embraces me,

In your arms is the place I long to be...

With a perfect soul, a perfect girl,

The most Beautiful one in all the world!!!

Sparkle 4

United by Mission,

Divided by Religion,

Their relationship was

ruled by others Decision...

Feeling of hatred arouses 

after this Vision....

Hats off this so called

SUPERSTITION!!!

Is this our 

GENERATION???

Sparkle 3

When the feelings

are mutual

Then why not the efforts

are equal

Sparkle2: unsaid emotions

Sparkle2: unsaid emotions: But in her smile she hides everything, Each time I ask her the reason, She says nothing..... ...